It’s so useless trying to talk to anyone. I mean I know everyone has their own lives and shit to worry about but really. I spent all of last night in E.D. in the Dunedin hospital because I got bitten by a spider and it turned into fucking cellulitis and gave me a fever etc. I made my newly ex-gf come with me as well which was well out of line but she stayed there until I was allowed to leave at 6 this morning. Vomiting mexi beans in the E.D. waiting room cos of an insect bite comforted by ex-life partner is about as feeble and pathetic as it is possible to feel. Now I have crutches and only like two fucking days off work. It’s probably a good thing I still feel loopy from no sleep and strong painkillers. What exactly does one have to do to get people to be nice and attentive ? life-shattering break ups and trips to emergency dept just don’t cut it when there are ppl out there who have lost their iphones. actually i really hate myself for being so self absorbed but i really just want attention
everyone sucks people can go suck a wang. i hate life because i have to live with someone who thinks its ok to say that womens’ experiences of sexual assault were not in fact sexual assault because he is a male and knows best right? the world is so doomed that i might not even go to slutwalk or the equal marriage rally cos whats the point!!!!!!!!!! OMGLOL!!!
I think you seem quite lovely. We may have met once or twice, but I have encountered you several time in passing and you are a seriously great girl! It is refreshing. You are so down to earth. Unlike many of the people you used to associate with. I'm sure you know the particular group I am talking about. Stay cool Els!!
I am trying to think who this might be, and who you are referring to when you say ‘the people I used to associate with’. Thankyou for saying those nice things though. I don’t feel ‘down to earth’ most of the time. Am an alien lolz. I wish I knew who this was!