It’s so useless trying to talk to anyone. I mean I know everyone has their own lives and shit to worry about but really.
I spent all of last night in E.D. in the Dunedin hospital because I got bitten by a spider and it turned into fucking cellulitis and gave me a fever etc. I made my newly ex-gf come with me as well which was well out of line but she stayed there until I was allowed to leave at 6 this morning. Vomiting mexi beans in the E.D. waiting room cos of an insect bite comforted by ex-life partner is about as feeble and pathetic as it is possible to feel.
Now I have crutches and only like two fucking days off work. It’s probably a good thing I still feel loopy from no sleep and strong painkillers.
What exactly does one have to do to get people to be nice and attentive ? life-shattering break ups and trips to emergency dept just don’t cut it when there are ppl out there who have lost their iphones. actually i really hate myself for being so self absorbed but i really just want attention
LIFE AINT A FUCKING PICNIC SWEETHEART SHIT HAPPENS
someone put a leash on me and walk me until i tire i can change i can change i can change but no one else can>